i'm really tired right now, but everything is really great, and i'm happy and the sun is shining (not, it's nighttime)
but no sarcasm intented, everything is great. school is great, my friends are great, everything is good.
久しぶりね、最近私はすごい疲れた、けど、本当に幸せだよ
学校が楽しい、友達は元気、家族も。マリアンは幸せよ
i'm making a jacket in school right now. inspired by a pammi bai video (jatt punjabi to be specific) 今学校でジャケットを作ってる、ゆかたも作ってる、作り終わったら写真をアップすろよ, ジャケットはちょっと作りにくいけど、楽しいよ、やっぱりパータンを作ることすごい好き。puzzleみたいね
i haven't gone out without a turban in 2 weeks now. over the summer while i was in japan i started to read up on sikhism, just while i was sitting around in my room or something, and recently (maybe a month ago) i started to study it a lot more seriously, and
as of around 3 weeks ago i made the decision to start living a shiki lifestyle/ to convert to sikhism seriously / i don't know how to phrase that. it's been amazing, and the more i read the more helpful it becomes and the more dedicated i'm becoming to this faith/way of
living/everything. reading bani throughout the day makes me feel so much stronger/better/etc. it's amazing. my parents have been making fun of me non s
top for about 2 weeks now, but fuck the haters, i feel great. i just wish i could tie a pagh right, and but my hair is short, and i know a lot of girls don't wear them but idk. i feel stronger.
i've always felt pretty ひとりぽっち (lonely, on my own, solitary, englishbad.) and i feel even
more so now but it doesn't bother me anymore. things are good this is good.
i want to go to one of the two gurdwara's that are kind of close to me but i'm so shy. i don't want to go by myself, but i don't know who to go with. i am so shy whhhhy. wah wah,
random pictures from recently
