how long have i been awake now? it feels like forever. i dont like sleeping alone, so i don't sleep.
july 5
i just dont want to be anywhere right now. i cant get myself to go outside...
july 7
i just saw a woman riding down the street in a power chair with a cat on her lap....
at some point things stopped feeling real
i feel like if i carry on like this maybe i'll disappear, like chihiro almost did in spirited way. one month and ten days, that should be enough time to be totally transparent, right? then what?
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